Today is one of those days I don't even feel like smiling. I'm too tired, physically and psychologically. Waking up too early and having to deal with tough situations don't really combine well. But I guess we all feel this way sometimes, like nothing is going the way we want to and like we'd better stay put than even worsening the feeling. "Every cloud has a silver lining" but today there were no clouds, only a damn dark sky. I thought that now I'm home it would all be easier and that I would be able to focus on the good side of life but it's really hard sometimes. Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up feeling differently. At least I hope to.
